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Born in 1993. Foxy fat ass girl all day. Read my About Me page in the links below or you'll regret it. I don't appreciate follows or messages from any appreciation/bbw/fap blogs. Fuck off. INSTAGRAM: iridessence

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I think my face has a sort of sensationalizing effect on my pictures, and that’s okay usually because I love my face and it’s great. But I wanted to take some pictures without it because I want other fat and/or black people to relate. The “pretty face” fat thing is still a large issue within the body positive community.
"Pretty" fat people are important, but people tend to revere our presence and   alienate those who feel they don’t make the face cut. The same applies to fat people with medium to smaller bodies on the spectrum, and I realize that that’s where I fit in these days. I don’t deny that privilege that I have, but I hope people larger than me still see some features they can relate to. Not to mention, when we do see very personal pictures of nude fat bodies, they’re overwhelmingly white.
Anyway, I saw a post involving feelingswithbrandy and pardonmewhileipanic that spoke on an issue about representation of fat-related features on bodies that people feel they alone have because they don’t see it documented frequently, if ever, in the body and fat positive community.
It got me thinking that I wanted to show myself to other fat and/or black people in hopes that they can relate. I usually wear clothes because I like style, but I wanted to serve a slightly different purpose. So here’s a series of pictures of my body with some large deposits of back fat and some visible deposits of side/under boob fat or whatever it is. I cropped out my butt because too many fetish-having asshats lurk, and I’m sure they’ll still get to these but at least not all of me.
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List of perverted blogs to be blocked

I’m creating this list because the many people reblogging photos of fat women or fat femmes need to be aware of the growing list of perverted blog owners that reblog women’s and non binary people’s photos for the purpose of using them as sexual content without consent. They either treat people like fetishes, don’t leave any way to contact them to ask about removing posts or ignore the messages they do get. This is a not a call to frivolously report and blacklist, these users have appeared in my notifications for reasons I’ve explicitly stated time and time again that i (and many other fat women and fat femme bloggers) do not approve of. This is just a call to action to block the kind of blogs i know most of you don’t want following and reblogging material from you.

We need to work together to eradicate this problem. I especially urge fat positive blogs to block and add to the list.


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Finished!! <3


Thank you! It’s so pretty. ♡_♡
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So I know the body positive community sort of started out with this “everyone is beautiful” theme. I also know a lot of folks were fed up with the idea that everyone has to be told they’re beautiful, saying things like “no, not everyone is/has to be beautiful and people should realize that’s not the most important thing in the world and that doesn’t define your worth, etc.”

And of course beauty doesn’t define one’s worth and their quality as a human being, but when you have people who send you desperate messages, telling you they feel like they’ll never find anyone who could possibly love them because of how they look— how can you tell that person to focus on other things?

Just hear me out— occasionally, when I felt bad about myself, being told beauty isn’t everything made me feel a little better. Occasionally. But most of the time, I didn’t give a fuck that it wasn’t everything, because it was the very reason I felt like shit. It isn’t everything, but I’m reminded of it everywhere, so it did feel like everything. And what helped me with my body positive journey, more than being told that beauty didn’t define me, was being told that I could be desirable to someone, that I could be sexy or beautiful. It was being told that someone out there would think I was the bees knees that helped me more than anything.

Of course I know my worth isn’t defined by how I look, and that I can be good at many things that have nothing to do with beauty. But I don’t intend to spend my life alone. Although I know for sure now, I hoped before that I could find someone who’s fascinated with every part of me, not just what’s on the outside, but also not just what’s on the inside.

I want people to think “wow, she’s smart and cool” but I also want someone to think I look good, and I’m not ashamed to admit it. So I guess being told by the body positive and fat positive community that I’m beautiful makes feel more comfortable than essentially being told I shouldn’t focus on something that I want to focus on.

I certainly hope that makes sense.

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not a nude but i thought you’d appreciate it anyway :D i appreciate these panties anyway. feel free to post if you want~

i love batgirl! i watched this episode of the new batman adventures about her dying yesterday morning. it was pretty fucked up til the end. cool underwear tho
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On biking when you’re fat.
Sometimes people tell me, “I’m too fat to ride a bike.” I’ve also seen posts from fat people who have been told by (terrible) bike shop employees (in other cities…never heard of it happening in PGH) that they’re not sure that a bike would support their weight.
I weigh quite a lot. My bike isn’t extra special to hold the weight. I usually carry at least an extra 20# in my panniers (tools, locks, a change of clothes, maybe some snacks). Today I carried all of this with no issue, and it’s not even the most I’ve carried.
This is what’s in there (minus a couple things):
-one giant red cabbage
-2 heads lettuce
-pound of butter
-emergency kit (full of tools and a first aid kit)
-2 u-locks
-onions, radishes, peas, blueberries, cucumbers
-books to read
-raincoat (that I never use)
-change of dry clothes
-doz eggs
-bike pump
My bike cost $575 before tax, which is pretty cheap for a brand new, quality bike. It seems that people make it out to seem like fat people need a titanium reinforced machine to ride. But trust me, we don’t.
Thank you for submitting! For anyone who’s fat and interested in biking (like myself)  here’s a great testimony.
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This picture of me was tagged on facebook, and I don’t like it.  (It was taken dead in the middle of a 150-mile bike ride, and I was on the verge of an anxiety attack)
Maybe you can help me feel less like Muk and more like Teddiursa?

150 miles… 
i envy your ability (and your bike i mean i really want one)
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Belly for you (you can post if you want)

So round and cuddly. ;~;
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too outdone rn i just
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you can publish :)
i’m getting lightheaded for real you guys.
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sharing is caring~~
i’m dEAD
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Okay, what about knee highs though??
(you can post. Last one, I swear!)
yes. knee highs are a yes.
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How about butts? You can post!
(if you don’t stop me, I’m just gonna keep submitting, if that’s okay!)
um yES BUTTS especially with pantyhose
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becauseeeee… yeah.

having trouble breathing rn
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you can post if you’d like!
this is goot